Category Archives: Nothing and Everything

Random streams of consciousness about life with a twist of my whimsical point of view.

Gone Viral

When you arrive at your final destination, on a crowded train, and realize why nobody sat with you.

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Pug nightmare

Sometimes I write random sentences in my head. Many are orphan thoughts that don’t fit into a larger piece of work:

“I fart so much in the middle of the night, the local bubble factory asked me to work the night shift.”

The process helps me to deflate and fall back to sleep. They are purely hypothetical; I’m a piece of work.

Torment

Physical suffering is torture.

Mental suffering is worse.

…continual pauses in life –

Anywhere

Anytime

– rewind

– live it again

  • Fear
  • Regret
  • Anger
  • Helplessness

REPLAY

There’s no stopping it.

No notice.

No prompt.

The scene unfolds again and again.

Home.

RUN!

Home run.

STOLEN

There’s no control.

Embedded.

The memory stays.

The tape plays and plays.

Can’t shut off.

Can’t throw out.

An unwanted reminder.

For years.

Decades.

Not just a night –

A lifetime.

Enough.

Enough then –

Enough now.

You are the cause.

Worse than torture –

And you have no idea.

Don’t hurt me anymore.

Don’t judge.

Don’t rule over me.

Don’t rule over anyone.